Not Fair!

Life has not been fair to me recently. I started my new job with such high spirits only to be dampened just a  couple of weeks later by my health that decided it was time to act out and irritate my brains out. Two weeks into my job and I feel lightheaded all day at work. Can't focus on anything, can't stay on my feet for too long without feeling like I'm about to pass out and can't look at the computer for more than 5 minutes at a stretch. A visit to the doctor confirmed my friend old Anaemia is back along with very low blood pressure that causes the dizziness all day. Just what I needed, huh? Right now when I need to lose the stone I've gained after the wedding, I have to chow down bowls of fruits every three hours, and drink milk and have eggs every single day. I have to make sure I eat something every three hours and cannot skip a single meal. And yes, there's the added salt I need to bring my blood pressure to a normal level. Why????? Why does this have to happen to me?? Food, glorious food, that I love so much, has always been a double-edged sword for me. I eat them, I gain weight and turn into a fat blob of well, fat. I don't, I fall sick. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I don't think I'll ever be able to fit into those beautiful fitted tops I love to gorge my eyes on. I'll always be like this: plump and hopeless :(