Friday, March 18, 2011

Not Fair!

Life has not been fair to me recently. I started my new job with such high spirits only to be dampened just a  couple of weeks later by my health that decided it was time to act out and irritate my brains out. Two weeks into my job and I feel lightheaded all day at work. Can't focus on anything, can't stay on my feet for too long without feeling like I'm about to pass out and can't look at the computer for more than 5 minutes at a stretch. A visit to the doctor confirmed my friend old Anaemia is back along with very low blood pressure that causes the dizziness all day. Just what I needed, huh? Right now when I need to lose the stone I've gained after the wedding, I have to chow down bowls of fruits every three hours, and drink milk and have eggs every single day. I have to make sure I eat something every three hours and cannot skip a single meal. And yes, there's the added salt I need to bring my blood pressure to a normal level. Why????? Why does this have to happen to me?? Food, glorious food, that I love so much, has always been a double-edged sword for me. I eat them, I gain weight and turn into a fat blob of well, fat. I don't, I fall sick. I hate this. I hate this. I hate this. I don't think I'll ever be able to fit into those beautiful fitted tops I love to gorge my eyes on. I'll always be like this: plump and hopeless :(

7 comments:

WarmSunshine said...

same thing here :/ i need to lose that fat!!

Reenie said...

Health first, Waz. Besides, don't worry about getting fat by eating fruits and milk, even eggs. If your body needs it, it's not bad for you...

Here's to good health :)

Chandana said...

hey.. don't lose hope.. things will bounce back u just see :)
Eating healthy is more imp than being thin or fat.. so keep your chin up! :)

Purple Butterfly said...

So guess what, I have started to fee a wee bit better these days after making some changes in my diet! I'm hoping for the symptoms to vanish altogether one of these days.

Nidhi.. said...

Hi dear, cam to your blog today through some blog hopping and got stuck. Its really nice. Keep blogging.
And don't worry things will get fine. The darkness just signifies that there is soon going be light at the other end. May God bless you!!
http://meet-nidhi.blogspot.com/

Rachit said...

I'm a first timer here and diligently this masterpiece of yours made me stick here.. Take care of your health :)

Purple Butterfly said...

Wow thanks Nidhi and Rachit! You'll be glad to know I've been doing much better for the past couple of weeks, health and moodwise :) Hope you sop by more often :)

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